Noon- lowered sun burns into boiling brain..
Suffocated, breathing goes slow.
Inhalation draws threaten with death
and pangs of squeezing heat silence the dumb beat.Black wind mounts to my sweltering brain
and hastens to smoke all rising flame.
Waters run lest they would be swept in vain
leaving us with muddy hopes of the swamp.

Rays of hope knocked my door
and suggested whole stretches of rest.
But the sordid smiles that roar,
keep on swearing disgusting pest.
…
So vile, faces threatened the child
taking out all that was once frail and joyful.
And oblivious of flow and tide,
reminiscence –dwellers have turned forgetful.

…
Shabbily, the Poor’s dreams hesitate
To pass by his tiredly lain head.
And his lingering dark looks
Sway in hast towards the dead.

A word about “Introspections of a sad boy”

Black vision and gloom are neither desirable nor recommended, on the contrary they‘re often stigmatized and condemned for pessimism. Yet, one can not avoid perceiving the beauty that emanates from negative pondering over apparently placid states of the mind. But then, isn’t “la joie de vivre” -as an ever lasting pursued aspiration- defined in total opposition to this sordid state i.e. black vision?

I once ventured to this realm -so much avoided for fear of being marked as nihilistic, pessimistic, gloomy and desperate.

In complete clearness of vision, I tried to enter those realms so dark and there I found and reflected on Impressions I’d like to share.
Most of these reflections actually go back to the time I was still a student, others were considered when I graduated and later when I idled -for about three years. I long hesitated to publish them. Now I just can’t let the opportunity slip away again.

You will read them periodically on the” Introspection” posts.

Cheers!

First words are always difficult to speak out.These are my first words ,

so let me just say:

“ I hope we’ll be a good company”

“I hope we’ll have a nice time together sharing and exchanging ideas and experience”

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